>>3837825I often think about driving into oncoming traffic, or when I'm walking I think about someone being high on drugs and them telling me they have a gun and I yell at them to shoot me and they do.
Other times I think about smashing all my hard drives and burning all my books, and buying an assault rifle, because there's no cool down period to buy one like a handgun in my state, then I'd shoot myself in my head in my driveway, because I figure it would leave behind less of a mess.
