>>3842840I had a dream where Kurt Cobain had been a gay porn star (bottom), despite being a straight guy, and he continued doing it even after becoming a big rock star. It disturbed me because, of course, it was arguably a gay dream and I don't think I'm gay, but more so because he was supposed to be a manly guy and king of the world as a rock star, but was getting treated the polar opposite of that. The idea that someone would have an identity that let themselves be degraded like that was disturbing, but comparable to his actual personality (suicidal despite being a rock star.)