anyone here friendless?

i've had 0 pals since my freshman year of high-school. never been to a person's house, or gone to the movies. never had any online friends either.

i have a tumblr and i get depressed seeing all the kiddies (and adults!) with their online circles and real life circles, because i never got to have that. and i don't think i ever will.

but it's a happy sort of depressed? i'm honestly happy people oceans apart can connect with one-another. for example there's this girl near my age who apparently met her friend over skype back in middle school, and the friend lives in italy...she's learning spanish to speak with her, and they watch ghibli movies on friday with other friends.