i'm losing my mind /bant/

i'm so frustrated, i can't ever remember the simplest things...

i'm trying to remember the word for when you compare things, like
>x is like y / as a is like b

i might actually cry, this happens all the time, my memory is deteriorating so fast.. and nobody believes me or listens because 'i'm so young' or that i'm younger than them, like age somehow precludes you from health problems...

i'm scared /bant/

so many years odf depression and insomnia and mental trauma are catching up fast

i don't know what to do

i just want the pain to stop