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FYI my story doesnt really have any point to it, just felt like rambling.
>be me
>15 freshman
>missed first four weeks of spanish at highschool
>fucked up schedule
>walk in spanish class
>sit next to 7.8/10 qt
>says her names Ella
>we get to talking, I've had a way of teasing info out of people
>learn some shit like how shes depressed and suicidal. Lost almost all friends over summer.
>start thinking she could be interesting
>start hanging out
>she likes getting high alot, I dont though. Tries getting me to smoke with her, but I prefer my power to my pleasure.
>plans to become school president and issue enabling act to become dictator.
>tell her about how I can get people to do what I want.
>she becomes fully convinced that I am
Who knows maybe I am
>funny enough, she just gets more interested in me.
>we start hanging out more. She and I go to her friends house to hang out.
>am tired, shes tired. So we cuddle up next to eachother on couch
>friend is playing ukulele
>myfuckingchance.png
>give her a little squeeze
>she returns it
>gives me kiss on neck
>greenlight
>I start grabbing her harder. She loves it. We start giving eachother more kisses.
>leave with her being physically and emotionally raw
>i love myself so godamn much
>a week or two later, were at a library
>shes getting emotional about something - I forget what - so i start comforting her again
>she seems hesitant, though she likes my advances, its like shes scared
>I ask her whats wrong
”oh its just that you scare me sometimes”
>ive gotten comments before about me being scary. I never took them seriously, but now Im starting to get the picture
>im not just scary, Im terrifying. Tall, dont care about peoples opinions, charming when I need to be and robotic when I dont. Blank stare. This is all stuff people have said about me.
>absolutely loved when people thought that. Until now.
>i comfort her. Convincing her that im not as dangerous as I seem.
>seems to calm her down
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>be me
>15 freshman
>missed first four weeks of spanish at highschool
>fucked up schedule
>walk in spanish class
>sit next to 7.8/10 qt
>says her names Ella
>we get to talking, I've had a way of teasing info out of people
>learn some shit like how shes depressed and suicidal. Lost almost all friends over summer.
>start thinking she could be interesting
>start hanging out
>she likes getting high alot, I dont though. Tries getting me to smoke with her, but I prefer my power to my pleasure.
>plans to become school president and issue enabling act to become dictator.
>tell her about how I can get people to do what I want.
>she becomes fully convinced that I am
Who knows maybe I am
>funny enough, she just gets more interested in me.
>we start hanging out more. She and I go to her friends house to hang out.
>am tired, shes tired. So we cuddle up next to eachother on couch
>friend is playing ukulele
>myfuckingchance.png
>give her a little squeeze
>she returns it
>gives me kiss on neck
>greenlight
>I start grabbing her harder. She loves it. We start giving eachother more kisses.
>leave with her being physically and emotionally raw
>i love myself so godamn much
>a week or two later, were at a library
>shes getting emotional about something - I forget what - so i start comforting her again
>she seems hesitant, though she likes my advances, its like shes scared
>I ask her whats wrong
”oh its just that you scare me sometimes”
>ive gotten comments before about me being scary. I never took them seriously, but now Im starting to get the picture
>im not just scary, Im terrifying. Tall, dont care about peoples opinions, charming when I need to be and robotic when I dont. Blank stare. This is all stuff people have said about me.
>absolutely loved when people thought that. Until now.
>i comfort her. Convincing her that im not as dangerous as I seem.
>seems to calm her down
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