>>3879738well, while it is a pretty complicated topic, maybe the explanations and stuff you've received made it an even harder subject to learn for you.
>Have you tried breaking it down to simpler stuff, explaining that stuff and using that to build a better understanding?>Have you tried understanding the equations in more meaningful ways than "IT JUST WERKS"?>Have you tried learning it through a different channel, like visual/audio/kinesthetic?>Have you tried reading further into your books, taking notes and reflecting upon that rather than crying?