>>3909471It really means a lot to hear that from you, friend. I try very hard to remember to be nice to those around me, but sometimes I feel like some people are just so deeply hurt already, they might lash out at whoever they get close to. I'm not sure why that is, but maybe it's because they're afraid of getting hurt again. Those who are closest to you could do the most damage, after all... But I wish I had a way to just convince them that I really wish for them to be happy. Sadly that doesn't seem to be very realistic at the moment. I won't give up on getting new friends, though. We have to prove that we can recover from anything that gets thrown at us, even if it's just for ourselves. That's what I think.
Gosh, I'm sorry for rambling. I just felt a weight drop off my shoulders. Thanks again, friend.