Ah, the wonderful depression. Everytime I'm at work, I wish I could go home and sleep, when I'm at home, can't sleep and wish I was at work so I'd have something to do. Been off hard drugs for four years, and have to force myself everytime I eat, because the opiates took my appetite away. I notice that I'm hungry only when my stomack starts to hurt bad, and I feel dizzy from low blood sugar. What a life, tried to kys myself already once,and nearly made it. Someday...
