>>3914648Funny stuff, that means in order to be broken a brain would have to not be broken, which doesn’t make much sense but makes a lot of sense at the same time. Paradoxes are fun.
Or maybe it’s not a paradox, but an identity statement. The broken brain was already broken, so is it bad to be more broken?
The cracks are spreading like glass. I’m worried, but it’s... distant. Seems inconsequential. The anxiety attacks still show up every once in a while, but I don’t really think about them anymore.
Strange thing is, I can act normal. Perfectly so. Nobody thinks I’m really crazy. Maybe weird, but not crazy. I know the truth. There is a demon in me, but that demon also IS me. I think about hurting people, about killing people, about killing myself, but I still maintain the sane life of the sane person that used to live here. I pretend to be passive and shy, when in reality I’m just afraid they’ll see the monster that I am. But they all still run away in the end. We all run away.
