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Sucidal tendencies

Paki ID:8+l6LIx/ Thu 01 Feb 2018 11:53:34 No.3915877 View View Reply Original Report

Quoted By: >>3915879 >>3915890 >>3915958 >>3916136 >>3916204 >>3916209 >>3918263

>tfw you realise that you're a social recluse with no real friends. >tfw you have no real aspirations in life. >tfw you desire to end it all, but don't want want your mother to suffer through heightened levels of depression >tfw fears of burning in an eternal fire puts you off from ending it all

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:p3rwzH84 Thu 01 Feb 2018 11:54:01 No.3915879 Report

Quoted By: >>3915930

>>3915877
Nice dubs though

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Tuv/PbWQ Thu 01 Feb 2018 11:55:50 No.3915886 Report

Quoted By: >>3915930 >>3915934

same but unironically except for the fairy tale burning for eternity part

Paki

Paki ID:8+l6LIx/ Thu 01 Feb 2018 11:56:35 No.3915890 Report

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>>3915877
Phoneposting sucks

Paki

Paki ID:8+l6LIx/ Thu 01 Feb 2018 12:05:41 No.3915930 Report

Quoted By:

>>3915886
I hope your situation is a lot lighter than mine, fellow leaf. >>3915879
Thanks, I guess.

Dr. Grisly

Dr. Grisly ID:YhtNtPLq Thu 01 Feb 2018 12:06:44 No.3915934 Report

Quoted By: >>3915977

>>3915886
same but replace mom with dad.
fuck her, she's a cunt.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:stR7Erez Thu 01 Feb 2018 12:09:41 No.3915958 Report

Quoted By: >>3916047

>>3915877
same but replace mother with rakia - my're waife

Paki

Paki ID:8+l6LIx/ Thu 01 Feb 2018 12:13:21 No.3915977 Report

Quoted By: >>3915995

>>3915934
Your mother weened and nurtured you throughout childhood and adolescence, I am positive she cares about you in someway Grisly.

Dr. Grisly

Dr. Grisly ID:YhtNtPLq Thu 01 Feb 2018 12:17:59 No.3915995 Report

Quoted By: >>3916035

>>3915977
Sure she does. But she's also the main reason for my fucked up psyche. And don't take me for some 16 year old brat. I know what I'm talking about.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:+fgsv5co Thu 01 Feb 2018 12:29:04 No.3916035 Report

Quoted By: >>3916040 >>3916046

>>3915995
What went wrong?

Paki

Paki ID:+fgsv5co Thu 01 Feb 2018 12:30:23 No.3916040 Report

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>>3916035
My ID has changed as I'm using cellular data

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:44pj4RGX Thu 01 Feb 2018 12:30:33 No.3916041 Report

Quoted By: >>3916090

stop masturbating and youll have the energy to find joy in life again

Dr. Grisly

Dr. Grisly ID:YhtNtPLq Thu 01 Feb 2018 12:32:25 No.3916046 Report

Quoted By: >>3916068 >>3916199

>>3916035
Not her fault, really. She was fucked in the head back then. Real bad. She's all good now.
But imagine your mother and a grandmother you barely know trying to stab eachother with kitchen knives, and screaming in a language you don't understand, while you're crying under the table. I was 8, I think. And that's just a flake of those years.

Paki

Paki ID:+fgsv5co Thu 01 Feb 2018 12:32:30 No.3916047 Report

Quoted By: >>3916049

>>3915958
As In real life Waifu or a fictional-anime waifu?

Dr. Grisly

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Dr. Grisly ID:YhtNtPLq Thu 01 Feb 2018 12:33:28 No.3916049 Report

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>>3916047
>t. question

Paki

Paki ID:+fgsv5co Thu 01 Feb 2018 12:37:40 No.3916068 Report

Quoted By: >>3916089

>>3916046
Jesus fucking Christ. I am so sorry to hear that it's sounds exactly like a perfect way to create a PTSD suffering/ schizophrenic individual In later life.

Dr. Grisly

Dr. Grisly ID:YhtNtPLq Thu 01 Feb 2018 12:42:17 No.3916089 Report

Quoted By: >>3916099

>>3916068
Meh. It's cool. I've turned out fine except the 4chan-using-basement-dwelling-degenerate thing.

Paki

Paki ID:+fgsv5co Thu 01 Feb 2018 12:42:26 No.3916090 Report

Quoted By: >>3916103

>>3916041
>this

Masturbation is far too addictive, I would stop but seeing how unpitfully ugly I am, masturbation is my only way of achieving gratification.

Paki

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Paki ID:+fgsv5co Thu 01 Feb 2018 12:45:27 No.3916099 Report

Quoted By:

>>3916089
That's good to hear fren

Dr. Grisly

Dr. Grisly ID:YhtNtPLq Thu 01 Feb 2018 12:46:35 No.3916103 Report

Quoted By: >>3916148

>>3916090
That reminded me I haven't fapped today yet.
Well.

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:C5S9eW94 Thu 01 Feb 2018 12:53:46 No.3916136 Report

Quoted By: >>3916172 >>3916178 >>3916190

>>3915877
Same here. Also I'm scared of failing at hanging myself and die in a terrible asfixiation, or regretting an overdose in the last seconds, survive a jump from a building and live the rest of my life disabled, shot my brain and having a terribly painful or horrifying death.
So I'll keep living and hoping to die while asleep.

Paki

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Paki ID:+fgsv5co Thu 01 Feb 2018 12:55:35 No.3916148 Report

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>>3916103
If sexual degeneracy did not run rampant in this "modern society" I highly doubt any of us would turn out this way. It's as if we have become slaves to our own hedonistic/primitive desires

Paki

Paki ID:+fgsv5co Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:02:24 No.3916172 Report

Quoted By: >>3916195 >>3916202

>>3916136
DESU the only Suicide method I ever contemplate is a simple bullet to the skull but here we have some of the some of the most toughest gun -control regulations in the world, which cancels any idea of that entirely unless I went abroad.

Paki

Paki ID:+fgsv5co Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:03:47 No.3916178 Report

Quoted By: >>3916195

>>3916136
Damn autocorrect always fucks you over.

Paki

Paki ID:+fgsv5co Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:07:55 No.3916190 Report

Quoted By: >>3916203

>>3916136
Nonetheless you should try and hang in there and maybe communicate with close-relatives far more often

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:C5S9eW94 Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:09:04 No.3916195 Report

Quoted By: >>3916256

>>3916172
Yeah dude but it's your brain, you're basically shooting your conscience. What if you feel an agonizing and never ending pain? Might be worse than hell.
>>3916178
My autocorrect is set in portuguese and english, sometimes it mixes and I try to fix manually, I'm also lazy so if you get what I mean it is enough.

Paki

Paki ID:+fgsv5co Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:10:17 No.3916199 Report

Quoted By: >>3916208

>>3916046
It's a bit too late to ask but didn't your father ever intervene to keep you safe?

Dr. Grisly

Dr. Grisly ID:YhtNtPLq Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:10:47 No.3916202 Report

Quoted By: >>3916213 >>3916256

>>3916172
Hanging yourself is objectively the easiest and most painless way to do it.
Just make sure to do it from a tree, so you don't choke.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:C5S9eW94 Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:11:02 No.3916203 Report

Quoted By: >>3916283

>>3916190
I don't like talking about this stuff with anyone, also none of them are interested in it.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:5LDza/X9 Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:11:04 No.3916204 Report

Quoted By:

>>3915877
holy shit you got my number on that one, pal

Dr. Grisly

Dr. Grisly ID:YhtNtPLq Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:12:06 No.3916208 Report

Quoted By: >>3916283

>>3916199
The man did his best, but he worked like a pack of dogs. He's the only reason I haven't killed anyone yet.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:J/1XwC63 Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:12:14 No.3916209 Report

Quoted By: >>3916229 >>3916367

>>3915877
>tfw self-loathing suicidal NEET
>tfw only "friend" i have is my roommate and even then she's not really a friend to me
>tfw have no purpose in life
>tfw entire family is six feet under
>tfw still haven't ended it yet
fuck this earth.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:C5S9eW94 Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:12:50 No.3916213 Report

Quoted By: >>3916229

>>3916202
Being found in such a situation by strangers must be quite embarrassing, I mean, I would be dead anyway but still don't want people to see me like that

Dr. Grisly

Dr. Grisly ID:YhtNtPLq Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:16:23 No.3916229 Report

Quoted By: >>3916238 >>3916257

>>3916213
Do it in your home, whatever.
also
>embarassing
You'll be ded, what do you care, nigga

>>3916209
>tfw only "friend" i have is my roommate and even then she's not really a friend to me
>she
Well, at least you can do something fun before you off yourself.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:J/1XwC63 Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:19:14 No.3916238 Report

Quoted By: >>3916250 >>3916378

>>3916229
we're both not interested in doing the benis in bagina, though.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:6VvRVips Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:20:10 No.3916244 Report

Quoted By: >>3916403

Why don't you try liking yourself first OP?
I like you

Dr. Grisly

Dr. Grisly ID:YhtNtPLq Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:21:17 No.3916250 Report

Quoted By:

>>3916238
I was thinking something along the lines of rape/sadistc torture kinda thing.

Paki

Paki ID:+fgsv5co Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:21:42 No.3916256 Report

Quoted By: >>3916318

>>3916195
There are plenty of plenty of scriptural passages mentioning an eternal suicide in hell, TBF the fear of hell always will linger on my mind

>>3916202 hanging is objectively far more painful than a simple bullet to the skull. I've heard stories of Japanese people who potentially travelled all the way to Aokighara to do Han themselves, only to back out at the last minute by experiencing the pain of asphyxiation.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:C5S9eW94 Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:21:47 No.3916257 Report

Quoted By:

>>3916229
I have a little sister, that would be traumatized

Paki

Paki ID:+fgsv5co Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:25:57 No.3916283 Report

Quoted By: >>3916318

>>3916203
I would recommend visiting a therapist, I've even considered this myself, but money is a huge issue you need thousands of pounds.

>>3916208 that sounds exactly like a courageous father who cares for his offspring. Consider yourself somewhat blessed.

Dr. Grisly

Dr. Grisly ID:YhtNtPLq Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:29:53 No.3916318 Report

Quoted By: >>3916479

>>3916283
exactly my original point. i can;t let him see me kill myself.
>>3916256
if you do it right, the neck snaps, and it's insta-kill

Paki

Paki ID:+fgsv5co Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:35:53 No.3916367 Report

Quoted By: >>3918308

>>3916209
1. I might sound hypocritical but maybe you should take initiative and go search for a comfy job whilst taking pride in yourself

2. Try to converse with her with more often ask her different stuff about what she does in her daily lives and FTR is she a QT.

3. Tall cucks die a lot younger on average according to statistics, height is not something you should worry about.

Paki

Paki ID:+fgsv5co Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:37:41 No.3916378 Report

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>>3916238
I should of read that first, my bad.

Paki

Paki ID:+fgsv5co Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:40:41 No.3916403 Report

Quoted By: >>3916444

>>3916244
I don't possess too many positive attributes even tough I consider myself a nice guy.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:C5S9eW94 Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:44:48 No.3916444 Report

Quoted By: >>3916492

>>3916403
Le r/niceguy/

Paki

Paki ID:+fgsv5co Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:51:14 No.3916479 Report

Quoted By: >>3916548

>>3916318
>>3916318
1. A fully-licensed therapist is qualified in dealing with and curing the psychological stress and impairment human brains tend to suffer from. If you are either wealthy or have enough cash to spare, you shouldb maybe seek one out.

2. Breaking bones is painful now matter what.

Paki

Paki ID:+fgsv5co Thu 01 Feb 2018 13:54:37 No.3916492 Report

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>>3916444
Nice trips and FTR It's not in that sense, nice try.

Dr. Grisly

Dr. Grisly ID:YhtNtPLq Thu 01 Feb 2018 14:10:49 No.3916548 Report

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>>3916479
1. I do not feel like I need help, and I do not want it. Also poorfag.
2. In your spine, in the part where your neck is, is the center of you nervous system. Maybe you will feel some pain, but it will be like a big needle, and you'll be dead in less than half a second. That is why the famous "karate" strike is aiming for there. It fucks you up.
It's the fastest way you can die, it's like a headshot.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:jyOejMQW Thu 01 Feb 2018 16:22:35 No.3918263 Report

Quoted By: >>3918287

>>3915877
>being a religitard
>in 2018
bruh

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:YgNbb/9C Thu 01 Feb 2018 16:27:18 No.3918287 Report

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>>3918263 (You)

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Anonymous ID:dVN0TlYL Thu 01 Feb 2018 16:30:30 No.3918308 Report

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>>3916367
I think he meant something else with 6 feet under

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