I intended to do something today, but I did nothing.
I didn't play a game, because all games seem like worthless waste of time, just work.
I didn't read, that's a chore and nothing interests me. My pile of shame is endless. It's all garbage anyway.
I didn't even watch a movie, all movies are fucking garbage. None of it matters.
The food I made was complete shit. Pollock and pasta? Into the trash it goes. I ended up eating plain yogurt with cocoa powder.
I know I could do some programming, but I have no ideas or motivation. I already do that as a job, and it's fucking shit. I hate my job. Never become a programmer, you'll just be tossed from one worthless piece of shit project to another, according to office politics, who pays the best and what customer has the best contract. It's all garbage work. I HATE HATE HATE MY JOB.
I know that, if I really had motivation, I could make a small game. But if I can't be bothered to play games, I most certainly can't be bothered to make one either.
So I've pretty much just hit F5 all days long. And there's nothing on the internet. NOTHING. Same stupid shit as always. Texts not worth reading, videos not worth watching, music that just makes me irritated.
Do you know how many times I've said "I want to die" today? I don't. At least once an hour, I think.

Fucking fuck.