I need help. I hate myself and my life. I'm only 3 weeks into a computer programming course and failing because I'm too stupid to understand anything as simple as java. I'm a 25 y/o loser who never has had or will have friends, let alone even get a date. I already failed a pre-health course last year, I work minimum wage at a job I hate. I can't even escape to video games anymore because they're a constant reminder of how fucking useless I am and how everyone is always better than me. I need an escape /bant/. I can't afford drugs and can't stand alcohol. I would just off myself but I'm to chicken shit to do it because I know I'll fuck it up some how.
>How do I escape?