So I’m a 23 year old virgin. Never even been in a relationship. And well I get lonely sometimes.

I’ve bought inflatable sex dolls and fucked then. I’ve bought a fake silicone ass and fucked it. I’ve even bought automatic stroker. Yet I’ve never been fulfilled sexually.

This lack of a female has made me psychologically act more feminine while fapping to compensate. And slowly I started to lean toward being a trap. So I ordered a 7 inch dildo 2 days ago via amazon and it arrived.

I tried getting in the mood. I put some porn on and tried sucking it off while I fapped and at that point in my life I realized I’m just a pathetic failure who comes in here daily.

I’m sitting here in my living room just contemplating my life after shoving a fake dick in my mouth... God, what went wrong?