>>4068379Seriously don't beat yourself up over the small stuff. You have high expectations of yourself and that's a good thing, but we all make mistakes all the time. We aren't infallible otherwise we wouldn't be human. I'm a pretty awkward and have trouble getting my words out sometimes, but that's just a part of who I am nobody is really bothered by it. You will keep getting older and learning from your failures, it's how we grow as people. Try not to chastise yourself for mistakes you make, you are still learning everyday and sometimes learning can be a bit painful, but you will be better for it.