I believe I'm a target of CIA ops, /pol/.
What do I do?
I woke up the other day in a snowbank covered in Fucking bruises with zero recollection of what the fuck happened. That was 2 days ago. Still have the bruises. Can post if desired

Since then I've been unusually energetic, I can't Fucking sleep and all I can think about is ratatatata-ing a concert or assembly of some sort, specifically with an Ar15, which I have no access to.

I've been trying to sleep but I've been interrupted by visions and sounds of homemade explosives going off.

They're making me want to shoot things

I know exactly how I would do it if given the chance, but I don't want too.

I don't want to be a shooter

I've been having flashes of violent imagery when I try to sleep.

All I can think about is reloading and how my mugshot would look.

I don't want to be a shooter /pol/. How do I get myself out of this?

I don't want to be psyopped please help

Help me pol. I don't like thinking like this and I think if I dont do it then they're going to disappear me.