>>4148385I recently turned 19 and don't know what the fuck is happening. I'm not really a teenager anymore, like technically I am but people just ignore the age 19 and doing stupid shit is taken much more seriously. I never considered that I wouldn't be a teenager forever but now it just hit me. What the fuck, it's like I've hit a midlife crisis.
I also just realized that I want a gf for the first time in my life but I go to a college that sucks for that type of stuff. I never had a crush on any of the girls at my high school so I never considered dating as a teenager. I'm upset I didn't realize this earlier, I wish I took those opportunities when I was in high school but I didn't. Who knows how long it will take until I find someone, this sucks. It feels like time is running out.
