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Anonymous ID:ba/3ilXS Sun 25 Feb 2018 00:21:35 No.4195432 View View Reply Original Report

Quoted By: >>4195488 >>4195529 >>4195628 >>4196339 >>4196395 >>4196418 >>4197373

i have borderline personality disorder and the only perso who loved me hates me

should i kill myself and blame it on her for abandoning me

she was probably lying and hated me the whole time just to hurt me

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:h49e/A/B Sun 25 Feb 2018 00:30:13 No.4195488 Report

Quoted By: >>4195628

>>4195432
End it OP. I am tonight... We'll be peaceful for once

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:oS2rxBY/ Sun 25 Feb 2018 00:35:26 No.4195529 Report

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>>4195432
Don't end it. I know its tempting, but quitting now is just a waste. Find more friends, be it on 4chan or anywhere else. We all go through some tough shit anon, but we're all still around because we didn't let it put us down. So don't do it leafbro.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Cqwzjz3i Sun 25 Feb 2018 00:42:58 No.4195605 Report

Quoted By: >>4196287

I have BPD, too. I take medication for it though. Maybe try therapy or medicine before killing self. It takes a lot of time. Don't quit after just a couple months. If youre already doing all that and you still cant manage, take time away from people and just have fun or work on yourself. Build a self-esteem. That's kind of our biggest suicidal trigger, people and stuff. I don't know how old you are but we usually grow out of some of the BPD symptoms. Just give it time.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:+j3jAvpZ Sun 25 Feb 2018 00:45:27 No.4195628 Report

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>>4195432
>>4195488
Please both of you don't do it please. No matter how shitty it is there is probably somebody who cares about you and would feel like shit if you left. Please even if you don't think somebody cares about you now think about the future. You can save someone. You can be a light in somebody's dark dreary world. Think about how shitty you both feel right now and imagine if somebody coukd just be there for you and save you. You can be that person in somebody's life. You can bring joy and happiness into the saddest if people but only if you stay. You can change lives and make the world a better place and reduce the pain that everybody feels even by just a sliver. But you can only do it if you stay. I know neither of you are probably religious but I will pray for you. Pray you feel better and that someday you can look back and see how far you've come. But that can only happen if you stay. Please.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ba/3ilXS Sun 25 Feb 2018 01:46:33 No.4196287 Report

Quoted By: >>4196312 >>4196324

>>4195605
she was my last friend and I dont have a life outside of her
I never had a life
It's too late

Bumstead

Bumstead ID:241Pv48R Sun 25 Feb 2018 01:50:29 No.4196312 Report

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>>4196287
Suicide is never the option Anon.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:oS2rxBY/ Sun 25 Feb 2018 01:52:39 No.4196324 Report

Quoted By: >>4197672

>>4196287
She won't be your last friend, you still have a long life ahead of you. Besides, her "hate" for you is most likely temporary. Women are fickle in their emotions, don't let ot get to you and please don't fucking end it.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:uWhx2oCk Sun 25 Feb 2018 01:53:33 No.4196331 Report

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these fags dont know what theyre saying op, death is the climax of all life. if ur suffering to the point u cant deal with anymore, just end this journey short. the darkness will always be with you. either deal with it or end it, there is no way out of this pain

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Anonymous ID:o2czGMdo Sun 25 Feb 2018 01:54:24 No.4196339 Report

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>>4195432
Killing yourself just to make other people feel like they did something wrong is pretty selfish anon. You wouldn't want your life to end on a note like that.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:32F7h79u Sun 25 Feb 2018 02:01:34 No.4196395 Report

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>>4195432
Listen, OP, I normally hate leafs. But when it tell a leaf to KYS, I only mean "get out of my goddamn board". Don't kill yourself. You can still do a lot of good for this world. You can seek therapy, socialize, etc.. Almost everyone replying to this thread cares for you. Don't be fooled into believing that no one loves you. Unless, of course, this is bait to get replies on a message board on the Internet. If that is the case, KYS faggot.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:rwD6/c1S Sun 25 Feb 2018 02:04:45 No.4196418 Report

Quoted By: >>4196427

>>4195432
I was regularly hospitalized when I was 15; and I'm far better now! Don't lose hope anon, I've been through some difficult times, maybe you need some pills.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:rwD6/c1S Sun 25 Feb 2018 02:06:07 No.4196427 Report

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>>4196418
But it might be different for me, I enjoy the freedom of being alone.

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Anonymous ID:NNGAlJsy Sun 25 Feb 2018 02:58:17 No.4197373 Report

Quoted By: >>4197672

>>4195432
>i have borderline personality disorder
don't kill yourself
>blame it on her for abandoning me
theres no one to blame isn't a bad way of thinking generally. There might be but it certainly doesn't help focusing on blame.
>she was probably lying and hated me the whole time just to hurt me
she could have been lying but you'll never prove it so don't bother.
>just to hurt me
People aren't that malicious usually. unless you're really unlucky.

<3

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ba/3ilXS Sun 25 Feb 2018 03:19:06 No.4197672 Report

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>>4196324
yeah she probably will be my last friend. or at least, the last to deeply connect with me. im too fucked in the head.

shes really smart and would forgive anyone for anything but she thinks I'm crazy or that I don't love her.

>>4196427
no I need to be codependent on someone to be alive, by myself I'm not a person and will browse 4chan until I go to sleep

>>4197373
logically I agree but the emotions control everything

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:ba/3ilXS Sun 25 Feb 2018 03:20:32 No.4197686 Report

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I wont kill myself tonight. Thank you nice people

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