Helene conditioned me to sleep with a bunch of stuffed animals. One night, purely for the purposes of melodrama, I pretended to say that I had a shark-related nightmare and that it was my shark stuffed animal Sharkey. There was a big white bunny Bunny, with pink or red eyes. There was like a green and blue blankie and a little brown dog Maxi. Whenever I would build my legos I would do it on a green base plate that I immediately recognized from a robotics-only snippet of the "Teh Japanese Gameshow." I had in my legos little lego wheels with the tread missing in blocks, from my dad's electronics sets I had connectors that set cut wires with screw connections. They had yellow, and maybe a few colors, plastic pieces on them. I kept my marbles in a Royal Dansk cookie bin and I had one steel marble and the rest glass. I had gotten some strange date from facebook, I don't think the person who arrived was who I was thinking about. She said, "You don't know where to get take out sushi?" I said, "No," so we went to the sushi bar. She kept referring to the amateur animatronic thing as "The Japanese Gameshow" and there was an NC game on the other screen. Then "Mr. Cavalcanti" showed up with Elaine and we left. It was really weird. I thought Jacaré was in Philadelphia at the time but he said he just got back.
I was watching Attack of the Titans at that time and on the way home she asked if I could ever forgive her. I asked, "For what?" Earlier she had referred to Shaw Industries which I googled and was on Titan Row near Disney World in Florida.
