it's been 10 days since finding the board, and since then I haven't visited /pol/ at all. i have no desire to post there again. my mental health has improved immensely, and I feel so much better. you're all nice people, and reminds me of BYOB in it's heyday. Thank you so much, after 2 years of /pol/ I'm over that scene. Thank you, and you're all my friends. thanks. sorry if that sounds weird