After reading a few pertinent books and listening to a lot of Jordan Peterson, I now understand my father's psyche and why he hates me. Suffice it to say the root cause is his ignorance of himself. Well, how can I hurt him? He's had many years of a head start. His understanding of how to inflict psychological pain is greater than my own. It's a David and Goliath situation. He doubts the abilities of others to a narcissistic degree. He is prone to bragging in ways he thinks are too subtle for me to catch. I have of course fostered his view of me as a simpleton. He revealed a telling weakness on one occasion. Apparently he reacts poorly to drugs. He told me once when we were supposedly """bonding""" that he once ate a weed brownie and spent the entire time in mental agony rocking back and forth staring at himself in the mirror. Fool. Anyway, I know how to really get my revenge for the awful way he treated me and the long lasting implications on my psyche. I will buy some very strong LSD on the darkweb. I will put it in his can of coke when he is not looking. The psychological damage this will do to him will be unfathomable. He will spend 12 hours in hell. Afterwards, he may have had some crucial insights which reconfigure his perceptions of himself and other people. It's quite brilliant really.