>>4290565commit by killing your present self.
if you've got nothing to lose, why not ditch your current life and do something "different"? get a job, stack some money and travel to another country. look up WWOF, explore the world, do couch surfing, and shit like that. latvia is part of the EU, you can travel freely in the EU. pack up your shit and just go. try out yourself in various jobs if you're in need of money. if you've had enough, just pack your shit again and set off for a new "adventure". if you die on the way, then you've reached your goal. if you live through, you might find a goal to live on. escape your comfort zone. once you're ready to leave your current life, so many opportunities open up. if you've got really no reason to live, it means you've got nothing to lose either.