I fucking hate being ugly
I hate being lazy
I hate being a loner
I hate having no self esteem
I hate getting not getting attention from girls
I hate being weak willed
I hate my genetics
I hate everything about me.
I hate my shitty room
I hate my house
I hate my life
I hate that I'm unemployed
I'm just sad right now. Really sad and I can't stop it no matter what I do

Seriously why couldn't I be attractive or smart or be special in any way.
I'm fucking as average as it gets.. I downloaded 8 dating sites and have messaged a plethora of girls and they all look at my profile and don't respond. And it's not even the generic ass shit like "hey what's up" I actually spend a few minutes trying to type something out.

I just fucking hate my life but I'm too much of a pussy to end it. I need this job I applied for to finish up their recruitment process so I can go overseas and forget about Canada.

Well anons that's my rant.. Gonna go swimming now to try and forget about how I feel. Hopefully I drown in the pool or something