>>4336363You should put out the effort to address those worries.
It's nice being home at night with absolutely 0 worries and you can actually enjoy yourself wholly. No matter what you do, what drugs you take, what animes you watch, what video games you play, you'll never get rid of those worries until your actually confront the source of those worries. And you'll feel so much better in many ways once you do.
Good luck!
