>>4340149I think I'm too weird to ever have a gf or anything, I have a lot of really good friendships but have never had a gf which is kind of weird when I think about it. Like I'm able to forge these deep and long time friendships no problem but when it comes to romance it's like my autism kicks in. My friends all want me to get a gf and tell me I should but I just don't understand how love works, it feels uncomfortable to me most of the time. I also have this weird thing where I don't let people touch me and have deep trust/abandonment issues which has lead me to reject too many girls. I don't understand how people do it, it just doesn't make sense to me. I really don't know what is wrong with me anymore, sorry for the blog.
Anyway, I like gay romance movies the most, specifically Call me by Your Name and Blue is the Warmest Color, I just find them more interesting and pure. I would highly recommend both.
