>>4390308I have deep rooted trust issues stemming from my parents divorce which prevents me from making new friends. It has also lead me to have serious self-esteem issues so despite getting many compliments about my looks and personality I still feel worthless which is why I come here to escape and talk to internet people. It's so bad that I've had multiple girls hit on me and have been straight up told I'm attractive by people who don't even know me but I still think people are just fucking with me. When I look in the mirror I only see my flaws. I talk down on myself whenever I get the chance and randomly feel extremely alone. It's really not healthy and I didn't used to be this way.
I want to go back to normieville but it looks like I'm gonna be here for a while. In the meantime I've started eating healthier, working out more often (I'm actually seeing gains), initiating things with friends, and slowly changing my wardrobe to better looking clothes. I'm taking baby steps but I think it's the best path forward.
>>4390357You don't deserve it, don't listen to them.
