>>4428148Yes e-hug. Hug your monitor anon I'm doing it right now and it feels amazing.
>>4428159>I’m a failure all around No you're not. Thinking like this will only make you worse. You need to think about the positive qualities you have even if you don't think other people see it.
>even if I wanted to my anxiety would skyrocketThat feeling is you doing something hard that you've never done before. It's the feeling of being exposed to someone else hoping they won't hurt you. Anon if you want your friends, peers or family to connect with you you're gonna have to expose yourself a little bit. You'll have to trust that they care enough about you to see this and not want to destroy it. If they do then you can retaliate and cut them out of your life.
If they really care about you then they won't be angry with you if you mess up a little bit and spill some spaghetti.
You can do it anon I believe in you and I want you to do it so you can be a little happier.
