>>4458836Everything around me feels fake like I'm looking at everything through a screen.
Recently got a job as well after having been a NEET for over 2 years, but instead of feeling happy I got super depressed, and I don't know why.
I haven't been happy for so long I often think of just seeing how far I can go till I just can't take it anymore, thinking of offing myself when I hit 25 or 30.