>>4505575Of course I do. Ask any one of my ex's even on here if I love someone I give it my all and never stop. Fuck Cute destroyed me a couple days ago and I still love him.
I'm not going to just fall out of love because of something like this. I'm just struggling and need a little push in the right direction.
Also hella venting.
>>4505581>What kind of sex are you usually after with her?Any kind. Like seriously. What me and you do could never happen in our bedroom. She's done so little sexual stuff she doesn't really know what to do and gets overwhelmed when i come on strong like I want to. Either that or she'll joke to get out of the situation. Like I'll try to say something lewd and start slow but then she'll be like "you're a faggot Normie" and then destroy the mood.
It's frustrating desu.
>And what does she bring up about your past?Anything and everything. The threeway with my ex, what I did to her in high school and just about anything that I've done in the past few years.
>>4505598>What type of lover is she?She isn't.
>Verbal, gifter, or what?Must have her hand held through the whole experience and if it's not within her repertoire of moves she wants nothing to do with it. She's mostly the shameful kind. She's got a huge block towards anything sexual because she was sexually abused as a child. It's really sad but we've been together so long I wish she could just trust me and let go.
>What does she do to show love?She's kinda like a mom you can fuck.
>>4505640Not even safe with my support network trying to get my head back together.
See you anons.
>>4505654Same wifi.