I'm quite strong, I meditate optimally for three hours a day and do some self-learnt fringe training of sorts, and also I'm smart
But I have significant anxieties concerning many social matters and the affect both my mental stability and as such my physical health, seeing as my strength and physical traits are mostly shaped by meditation and breathing techniques and such, more important information on the matter which I will not dwelve into.
Also I have a cool work that gets me 50 shekels per hour (roughly 14 dollars, but that is twice the minimum wage here and I've yet got to any higher education as I am merely 18 years of age, so it's quite the find of a job for my current (work-relevant-) resume), just today I've been to the office and was taught a bit more by my boss, though by default I work from home.
Not all is good though, well, by now I've listed a bit negative information but there is more to it. home is not very fun when my mother is a fifty year old dire and unstable widow who as bluntly prefers my younger sister over me, I don't mind her preferences, all I care for is her demands and expectations of me which are somewhat absurd considering how she both treats me as a failing psychopath for whichever reason and expects me to generally "bring success home" for lack of a better term.
Also I have vast musical knowledge in all directions I very much enjoy this, recent problem has occoured and I began slowly losing my memory of old pieces and generally of musical information I haven't recited for some time.... but I promise I'll fix that
I have some mental issues but I embrace those, they're okay. I haven't read a book in six years thanks to an obssession I have of the perfectionism of truths, and how external truths shall at all times fall lower than internal ones, and how all external knowledge is presented rhetorician. I had more to say but I passed the letter limit by now so that is it I suppose, bye :)
