I'm alone in a foreign country for 3 months now... I don't have any friends, I don't have anyone to talk to in the end of the day. I have to go to parks alone, go to art galleries alone, smoke alone. I go to school and work, all day, everyday, the same. The girl I love, loves another guy. I think about her all day long, she's like art, with a heart, when I look to her it's like I'm admiring a painting. Recently she moved to my class, I still don't know if this is a blessing or a nightmare. I spend all morning looking at her, I try not to, but my eyes always find an excuse to look in her direction. Life has been hard. Nights were spent crying. I hope it gets better soon.