>>455082Lifting (7 months and counting) and working
Trying to improve myself mentally, physically.
Learning programming.
Getting a degree in Economics and Finance from a private Uni.
(Didn't scored well enough to get into a National College despite passing every subject with merit)
Personally, I don't think I am at that stage to get a GF yet.
Still at an emotional low point.
My innate defeatism and idealism kills any meaningful long-term relationship I could have.
>>455100Call it 'Modern Nihilism' or disenchantment.
It commonly occurs when you believed the lie that you are the best and you can achieve everything you set your mind to. And you have told that lie for all of your formative years.
Only to get grind by Society's cogs and spat out.
I imagine it would be worse for Eastern Europeans
(Becuz no prospects, no goal, no hope)
>>455175One word: Ethereum
