>>4563985Wanted to kill myself many times
Dad died when I was seven years old, wanted to die back then (although killing myself wasn't an option I had considered)
Moved to Denmark when I was 10, was a fat nerd with no friends and I tried to kill myself when I was 13
Moved back to England, got a massive drug problem and was pretty much suicidal until about a year ago
I've been the happiest I've ever been since I was a kid this year. Found friends, hobbies and a reason to be alive. It's worth it.
So to answer your first question, yes.
And to answer your second question: You should live because it can get better
Live because if you make it happen it will get better
Live for that dream you'll never achieve or that girl you really want to fuck
Live for yourself, japanon.