>>4564502listen neko, i appreciate you taking such a close interest into my well-being and health but if i try the first option I'll just be lying there for hours with no progress on going to sleep, maybe I'll get to sleep a bit earlier if i hadn't decided to do something else but I'd rather spend that time doing nothing actually doing something.
When I'm like this just closing my eyes and hoping i will just magically fall asleep won't help, my brain is too active for that, so i have to occupy it somehow.
Hopefully you understand, i know you're just trying to look out for my best interest but i know it won't work.
