>wake up
>apply for literally every fucking job I possibly can for a few hours
>watch netflix for the remainder of day
>leave house only to go to job interviews
>still no job
>no friends
>no cash
>no car
>no girl

this really sucks. it's been like this for months. 4chan is like, my only human contact, most days. how can I find happiness being so poor and ugly? I do have hobbies, but lately each day just blurs into the next, and nothing brings me joy. i feel totally unlikable.