>>4666077>never cared about getting a gf>one day extremely lonely in college>see someone hanging out with their gf >realize I've never felt actual love>get horribly depressed out of nowhereMy household didn't really set a good example for how relationships work.. I don't know what it was specifically that fucked me up but I can't be around girls or let anyone touch me. It's hell, I can't be physically close to anyone boy or girl, I literally push them away. I can go on, I don't think I'm mentally capable of loving someone.
