>>4674298I had the perfect life.
I had a good job.
My wife was my highschool crush, kissless virgin when we met, wished to wait until marriage to have sex. So we did. Married soon after highschool.
Every single one of our friends looked up to us, we were always happy and smiling, we would always go out together, not because of jealousy or possessiveness of any of us, but because we loved eachother's company.
We were soulmates, as many would say. Made for eachother. We have 3 kids together, all of them movie like. Cute, love us, respect us.
During all this time, I also had a pretty young childhood redhead girlfriend I always had kind of a crush on, we were really into eachother. Never touched her of course, but if I wasn't married I'm sure we would marry. She was a temptation all the time, but I could not let her go. I cared too much about her.
I used to watch porn in my early teens, and I always enjoyed threesome, FFM. Though I stopped watching porn after marriage, It was always a fetish I had, and many days of my life I thought about telling my wife and convince her to let me have sex with her and my girlfriend. Never did because I was afraid she would never see me the same away
Until one day I had the courage to do it. My wife was at first horrified, thought I didn't love her anymore, and that's why I wanted other woman. I assured her that was not the case, I loved and desired her, but I also desired that other girlfriend, and told her about my fetish. After some weeks, she agreed to it.
For some 6 months, we had threesome multiple times a day. Life had never been better.
After some time, I started noticing they were kind of leaving me on the side. As if I wasn't there. I tried to confront them, but nothing.
I don't know how to finish this, hurt me so much to write this, but my soulmate has now left me and is getting married 3 weeks from now with my childhood girlfriend I always had a crush on. The only two women I've ever loved left me and are together now.
