>>4762464Those feelings at that age are normal, especially when you come to face the reality of life. It’s gunna be this way forever unless you take control of your life. Oldfags always say make a plan and go with it, but it’s hard to plan towards something you don’t know you want to achieve. I say you might wanna start slowly. Plan to achieve something within the next 5 years n go from there. You’re old enough to know what is possible to achieve at that time.