>>4800173>>4800175>>4800182>>4800185>>4800197>>4800245>>4800305I'm depressed, I wake up every morning and I just want to go back to bed.
I haven't been able to hold a job for the past 6 months, my mind always feels distracted yet it feels empty.
You can tell me something happy and ill pretend to smile, I'll say I'm happy for you, but inside I'm indifferent. My brother just got a promotion and I was distant during the entire celebration, choosing not to be with them and instead be alone.
I jerk off Atleast twice a day and I always fell myself this time is the last time I'll jerk off then a few hours later I'll find myself reaching for the Vaseline and my fingers typing porn hub..
I don't even care about maintaining relationships with friends. I rarely call my friends anymore and I don't go to their house like I use too.
I don't know why this happened? I want it to stop, this cold empty feeling in my stomach but no matter what I do it will never relieve me..
Have any of you felt anything like that? Do you have any tips.
