>>4829484That’s what they do, they numb you down, they just want the job done, with minimum expenses. It removes the humanity in some, and dulls it in others.
It changed my dad as well, he’s a logical man, rather than empathetic one, but that was encouraged by his family’s abuse of drugs, alcohol, and lack of money. So my whole life I’ve never seen him other than angry, or joyful, until our family pet died. It’s completely fucked, but how else do you do it exactly?