>>49223220-1 but while jerking off i may ejaculate 2-6 times
if i don't masturbate it hurts my testicles, causes the flaccid penis to shrink from anxiety and makes me tired and angry.
if i do it takes up a very large chunk of time and burns the urethra and then there's cleanup and it fucks me up emotionally
i do not like it and wish my sex drive was like 40% of what it is but also don't want to cuck myself like that
