>>4940435> Reproducing and starting a family is the human species needYeah that's the thing, I always believed that as well. Now I'm not so sure anymore. In the last couple of years there have been many many different personal revelations that made me realize that no matter the way you see yourself, in many ways you are just not in control of your own fucking brain. It's easy to use your mouth to say "this isn't necessary for me". It's much, much harder to actually have your brain follow through on that.
I'm never gonna settle down without the right girl, that's just impossible. I mean a chick that's able to tolerate me enough to be around me all day is gonna have to be someone special for starters. But I had my life mapped out on the specific idea of never being tied down to someone and I'm not entirely sure if I'll be able to do it if a girl like that comes along honestly. I used to be a hopeless romantic as a kid, which pretty much got beaten out of me. But I can feel that dude is still in there somewhere and with my social life slowly coming back over the years I'm really starting to go back to my old ideals
