>>4959773It's original. You can look it up. Copy it and search. No results matching it? Just because I'm a lost cause doesn't mean I'm dumb. If I did pass on my genes my kids would probably be in the top 5% as far as intelligence goes. Maybe higher depending on the woman. Just because I'm a failure doesn't mean my genes survived for no reason. I blame my experiences for my plight. It's nurture, not nature. Probably. Hard to tell I guess. Maybe we are all insane. We shouldn't exist but we do, therefore we should exist. But why? Because we exist? No. 14 billion years ago all this was set in motion. Everything we do, think and experience was decided by something we will never understand so long ago we can't even conceptualise it with our relatively tiny minds. We exist because we exist. That's the best we can ever do. Whether I die or not is not important to the system. It is only important to me and those who interact with me. Themselves in the same position. It is only important because that is the way it happened or will happen. If there are no gods. If there are not logical reasons to do anything, then why bother? Of coarse there are natural reasons, such as empathy, greed, enjoyment, the list goes on. Why not sate that which requires sating? It is all probably predetermined anyway, but as long as I THINK I have control, I will enjoy that illusion. I'm drunk now. So I guess I'm rambling. Sorry. Gonna post anyway
