>>4988695You're behind the curve. Eventually death will be comforting and confidence inspiring because you realize you can just check out any time if you fuck up too badly. This realization will cause you to take steps towards your goals. Then you will either succeed and not want to die anymore or fail realize it's not as bad as you thought it would be. Then you will keep a running list of things you want to attempt or finish before you off yourself. Then you will find that list grows faster the more things you try. And before you know it your and existentialist and you've made it to the second stage in the progression towards enlightenment. That or you don't do any of that and you regress to being a nihlist and live in misery because you want to die, but you're to much of a coward and you justify it with the le nothing matters meme.
