I've reached that point in my life bant, I've become so enthralled in sadness I'm doing shit that's useful
I put this in another thread but fuck it, I want to hear your autistic stories as well, come on, share em with us

>bullied a lot cause am fat
>whole school bullies me at 7 years old (diary of a wimpy beta came out) and school plays "anon touch"
>not many friends
>get suicidal
>military family so I never have a home that feels like home
>because I move so often I have no long time friends
>get to Okinawa, weebland
>get really suicidal
>years go by
>wake up feel like shit
>nearly start crying
FUCK IT
I'M GONNA HAVE A GOOD FUCKING DAY
I'M GONNA BE A GODDAMN LEADER
>go to school wear light colors
>be as nice as I can
>gets easier as time goes by
>grades get brought up at home
>try my best, write like a 12 grade dreamer waiting to write novels
>teachers think it's plagarism
>I keep dishing the shit out, they're happy with my go-to attitude
>become friends with teachers, help students as much as I can
>grow beard
>look like 10 grade when only 7-8
>kids tell me I look and act like father/teacher
>feel pride and happiness
>goes on for two years
>get shit ton of friends
>Mom is proud
>we move to Poland