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>be me
>make friends with kid in 4th grade
>has a bunch of brothers = more friends
>used to play games together
>used to prank call shit
>used to add random people to skype and screw around for the fuck of it
>met weird people
>best time of my life
>both graduated highschool
>he gets a girlfriend
>gets a job
>he gets a girlfriend
>everyone goes on in their lives
>feel alone
>noone to talk to or do anything with since i only had a few friends
>impossible to make friends irl
>go lurking into discords and stuff
>try to make friends
>everyone already has their own friend groups and don't bother talking to me
>try to talk to the people i added in skype a while ago
>basically noone except for this one weird kid who watches anime with me
i'm pretty sure I have autism, how do I end my life /bant/?
>make friends with kid in 4th grade
>has a bunch of brothers = more friends
>used to play games together
>used to prank call shit
>used to add random people to skype and screw around for the fuck of it
>met weird people
>best time of my life
>both graduated highschool
>he gets a girlfriend
>gets a job
>he gets a girlfriend
>everyone goes on in their lives
>feel alone
>noone to talk to or do anything with since i only had a few friends
>impossible to make friends irl
>go lurking into discords and stuff
>try to make friends
>everyone already has their own friend groups and don't bother talking to me
>try to talk to the people i added in skype a while ago
>basically noone except for this one weird kid who watches anime with me
i'm pretty sure I have autism, how do I end my life /bant/?