>>5022614I can’t really sympathize, but I had a good friend for nearly 5 years, he was a fucking brother to me, but when my dog died, my neighbor died, and I was feeling responsible for both, I need him the most and he never contacted me again.
My recommendation is cry yourself right the fuck out, and try your best to move on in any way you can, for me it’s texting strangers on image boards, for you it could be talking to your dog, or a homeless person, or drawing, or etc. just keep trying to let go, and if you can’t, then stop trying, just relax, take your time, everyone has their point we’re they come back, some take years, some take a few days, but focus on moving on, the pain dulls that way.
Good luck, and be prepared for possible sadness, try your best to avoid that.