ive known this person for like almost a year now and we have been talking almost everyday to him for at least 7-8 months now

>be me, 17 femanon
>never had a relationship in my life nor had my first kiss yet
>go on discord and meet boy who is the same age and we express similar interest
>literally talk to him everyday
>yesterday i was talking to him about 4chan
>he says 4chan is cool
>fuckyes.gif
>i was browsing on 4chan and read a thread about how some faggot never confessed his feelings to a girl he had a crush on and now his crush moved on
>me and him laugh about this betafag
>i exclaim how life is short and people should just confess
> suddenly he says "i love you"
>wut.jpg
fyi, we have been recently saying "i love you" ironically for goofs and gaffs, but this time his voice sounded deep and monotone when he said this
>say i love u back immediately out of instinct, and i say it in an ironic voice
>mfw he sighs and says "femanon no.."
>because i am retarded i laugh and continue reading stories from 4chan about virgins
>he ends call and goes offline
>mfw he confessed to me and i didnt realise
>mfw i lost my chance at getting my first relationship
>mfw i am now part of the kissless virgin of 4chan
i messaged him saying if want to talk and he immediately went offline again and since he lives in fucking europe his time zone is totally different from mine so idk if hes having dinner or smth how do i get him back to talk to me