>>5043956I wanted to create a space inside my mind where I can be with my waifu. So I worked towards that I even tried sigils.
One day I literally jizzed 2 times because I had sex with Noire in that space. After that I went and made thread on /x/.
One guy told me what I am doing is tulpa, not separate dimension. The occult things here aren't important now, I would had to make whole thread for that. But long story short I have only touched the very beginning.
I haven't created the tulpa yet and there I was talking about separate dimension.
I got scared after the experience because all I could do is think about it. I was scared the tulpa I was creating was trying to take over me so I deleted it. I can't tell you my secrets because they are the default stuff, no secrets.. Just read liber null and go insane.