Okay bant, I've been having a problem for a long time, but only paid attention to recently. For the longest time, I've woken up, and tried doing stuff, tried writing, drawing, etc, but everything I do, and I mean FUCKING EVERYTHING I DO has the potential of me fucking up and being autistic, but the problem is: it's a feeling that fucks me as soon as it starts and increases the chances of me being the fucking retarded marginally.
It's become such a problem that it effects my work, and I just sit staring for long spans of time.
It feels almost like a I'm getting writer/art block, but mentally, and I haven't been able to solve this shit.
Anyone else have the same experience, a solution or idea perhaps?