>>5208019Another problem was that was this uni was in another city, so accommodation among other things had to be arranged.
Off my hometown I was, for a brief moment I felt some liberty, for a moment I thought to myself "I was actually away from it all, now I am free".
But that feeling ended abruptly once rent,clothing,food and other things had to be paid. My father was still a provider for me at age 20 at that point and if you've watched the news for the past 9 years Greece is the worst place on the planet to look for a job. At least a job that doesn't require you spending up to 12+ hours working, paid scantily if at all, under the table and with no insurance.
As time went on I started studying and being involved in projects at uni.. First semester was learning C' language, boolean algebra,some physics,some math and Logical pathways. I absolutely abhorred it I was the top of my class in Math and physics due to my background from highschool, and was absolute shit at anything computer-related like programming. Luckily I had befriended a nice guy, older than even me, a 23 year old guy that decided to better himself and loved programming and everything related to it and were in the same project-team. He constantly told me "Man you obviously can't do this shit, why don't you quit and do something else?" I didn't pay attention, I was in robot-mode and didn't give a damn about anything. After 2 months I didn't even bother showing up at uni at all.
Meanwhile my father had to support both me and the rest of the family back home, and I couldn't bear being a strain on him anymore. I trully wanted to die!.